Life is full of seasons, made up of seasons. There are seasons of abundance and joy and dry seasons when the soul is weary and parched. It reminds me of the land I grew up on in Missouri and the way we talked about the weather like it was money–because rain, too much or too little of it, could mean everything to a successful crop and harvest.
This winter season feels like the longest I’ve ever experienced. I usually declare it spring as soon as we’ve poked our toes across the line into March but there doesn’t seem much point in doing that this year with the snow still falling and forecasted as far out as we can see. This winter has been made up of long days cooped up in the house taking care of a baby and long nights waiting for Darren to get home from work and class. And I’m starting to feel a little parched, dried up, in need of some cleansing rain.
I’ve been discouraged, tired, overwhelmed. I’m ready to be done with winter, done with house remodeling, done with busy days that keep my little family from being together and enjoying each other.
I want to quit.
But I remembered yesterday, that life is made up of seasons–seasons of abundance and dry seasons without rain.
This discouragement, this weariness, this wanting to give up and walk away–this is just a season without rain. Seasons change. Winter, no matter how stubborn, always gives way to spring. The flowers always poke through, even if they must first poke up through the snow.
I’m thankful that seasons come and go, ebb and flow in and out of life like the tide. I’m thankful that the longest, darkest night always gives way to dawn. But I’m even more thankful that right in the middle of the dark and dry spells, there is water and light and hope. There is God. And God doesn’t change, he doesn’t ebb and flow or fluctuate. I don’t need my life or circumstances to change in order to be refreshed–I can be refreshed right here in the desert by a God who always brings light and hope and renewal.
Soon, the snow will melt. I will feel the sunshine on my skin and be able to go outside and stretch my legs. I can’t wait. But until then, I’m using these cooped up winter days to find the light and rain I need in my soul. This season will pass. I will look back at this winter and these first months as a mother and see this time I’m now in from a different vantage point. I have to remind myself of that–that this is a season. No matter how overwhelming a day or period may be, it will pass, it will change. And even when I’m in the middle of a long, discouraging stretch without change, God is always the same–always present, always renewing, always what my parched soul truly needs for actual, lasting change.
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Oh my! What a beautiful, beautiful post. The wisdom that comes through your words is as encouraging as the Lord is. He shines through you, through your words and your life. This season will end and another will begin, but through drought or plenty, He has instilled in you the ability to see Him in all circumstances. What a gift He has given your son and husband in you. Thank you for the encouragement you have written. I know you have had a long winter and more coming, but the beauty of the spring flowers, when they do pop up through the frozen ground will truly be a time to celebrate as your little family explores another season through new eyes.
These words are such an encouragement to me…I can’t even tell you. Thank you so much for your kindness.
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not a problem, I just wrote what I was thinking.
After hardship there will be ease. It has been long winter and with a young baby stuck inside can be hard but it will quickly pass and you will look back on these days with fondness 🙂 Keep smiling
Thanks for the encouragement…I’m trying :]
Beautifully written and such a good reminder!
Thanks, mom :]
Thank God life is made of seasons. We do not need to despair when the season is hard on us.” This too shall pass.”
Yes, it will…nothing last forever…not even winter :]